René

Since 2005, there's been someone who has held some sort of dominant power over me. And since I did not meet Snake until 2007, it was definitely not him.

He calls me Sakura. Not because of that stupid anime, but because of it's symbolism. I've always been his omen of good fortune. His emblem of love and affection, even through his Xanax addiction.

René and I met in April, 2005, and within a week, he asked me to be his girlfriend. Him and I have always been better lovers and friends, than significant others. A true relationship between us always seems to be cursed with tension, and leads to us not speaking for months.

In bed, René is a true dominant. He loves to call me his little whore, and leave me raw and sore for at least 3 days. René and I cannot see each other without ravishing each other. It seems as if I cannot say no to him, nor do I really want to. We can have an intelligent conversation about politics or whatnot (his political views are near opposite of mine), but by the end of it, somehow our clothes are on the floor, and I'm sucking his cock. I don't know how it happens, but it does.

Because of this, when he was introduced to Fetlife, I added another relationship. Snake owns my heart, without a doubt, but René will always dominate me.

Too bad he isn't into threesomes with another guy. It would be interesting to be stuck in the middle of two doms, without being able to do anything about it.